Alexandria - Astrala

I had a dream once All by myself with no one else I thought I'd died and gone to Heaven Then I woke up And everybody wanted something Reaching out, don't fucking touch me So I take pills to induce sleep But I always wake up Please, stay away from me You keep on talking with nothing to say I don't wanna hear about your life You make me wanna eat a bullet, bullet It's on my forehead, four letters off, and Go forth and spread the word, I don't wanna know you Please, stay away from me 'Cause I don't fucking like you I had a dream once I didn't know at the time The world was perfect in that moment Then I woke up I was surrounded by these strangers Standing close and starin' in So I drink liquor to escape it But I always wake up Please, stay away from me You keep on talking with nothing to say I don't wanna hear about your life You make me wanna eat a bullet, bullet It's on my forehead, four letters off, and Go forth and spread the word, I don't wanna know you Please, stay away from me 'Cause I don't fucking like you From my heart, I hope you know this song is about you From my heart, I hope you know this song is about you, yeah From my heart, I hope you know this song is about you From my heart, I hope you know this song is about you Stay away from me You keep on talking with nothing to say I don't wanna hear about your life You make me wanna eat a bullet, bullet It's on my forehead, four letters off, and Go forth and spread the word, I don't wanna know you Please, stay away from me Please, stay away from me 'Cause I don't fucking like you

I'm feeling out of my mind Oh god I feel so alive Oh no I'm not gonna die 'Cuz I'm a psycho I love to get attention The tensions all I need To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity) Don't ask me for forgiveness I'd rather watch you bleed If it meant that I could see with clarity Somethings awaken deep inside It's like I'm frozen still in time And In my head it's like I'm in a cage I hide behind the devils eyes I lost my faith a thousand times And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage) I'm feeling out of my mind Oh god I feel so alive Oh no I'm not gonna die 'Cuz I'm a psycho A messiah to life I'm feeling out of my mind I'm going crazy 'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho Woah, Woah I'm a fucking psycho You'd think I'd learn my lesson Or quit while I'm ahead Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind I'm about to break down, nothing can help now Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground Somethings awaken deep inside It's like I'm frozen still in time And In my head it's like I'm in a cage I hide behind the devils eyes I lost my faith a thousand times And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage) I'm feeling out of my mind Oh god I feel so alive Oh no I'm not gonna die 'Cuz I'm a psycho A messiah to life I'm feeling out of my mind I'm going crazy 'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho Woah, Woah I'm a fucking psycho Woah, Woah Somethings awaken deep inside It's like I'm frozen still in time And In my head it's like I'm in a cage I hide behind the devils eyes I lost my faith a thousand times And in my head it's like I'm in a cage I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho) I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho) I'm feeling out of my mind I'm feeling out of my mind I'm feeling out of my mind Oh god I feel so alive Oh no I'm not gonna die (Die) Somethings awaken deep inside It's like I'm frozen still in time And In my head it's like I'm in a cage I hide behind the devils eyes I lost my faith a thousand times And in my head it's like I'm in a cage I'm feeling out of my mind Oh god I feel so alive Oh no I'm not gonna die 'Cuz I'm a psycho A messiah to life I'm feeling out of my mind I'm going crazy 'CuzI'm a fucking psycho I'm a fucking psycho

As I breathe, my disease brings me to my knees All you need is a taste it'll set you free Your infection's my discretion honey, one and the same Counting second til I'm medicated, fucked in the brain I don't want this baby, I just need it to carry on I got the white line fever and an appetite for sin If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in I sold my soul so long ago, a bullet in the chamber with nowhere to go If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in I sold my soul Licking every drop of poison off a pocket of keys While some daddy's little angel's getting down on their knees When the sun goes down the filth run free You'll never find a finer specimen of filth than me I don't want this, I just need this to carry on I got the white line fever and an appetite for sin If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in I sold my soul so long ago, a bullet in the chamber with nowhere to go If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in Some have said that I'm the devil and it's just as well cause I've been through and burned down and rebuilt hell With my heart in a vice and a knife in my back I've got a noose for the world that I'm painting black I got the white line fever and an appetite for sin If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in I sold my soul so long ago, a bullet in the chamber with nowhere to go If there's a black hole headed for hell then baby count me in

Take him out back Take him out back Take him out back I'm not too sure what I'm supposed to do with this These hands, this mind, this instability From a cage I created, to a hell that heaven made Can't let go of the hatred 'cause I love the way it tastes Take him out back I wouldn't take back a moment Not one miserable moment I'll give it all till there's nothing I'll walk into the fire, into the fire I'll walk into the fire, into the fire Into the fire I've come to terms with the fact I'll never change And that's just fine, I find solace in the pain I don't mind the darkness, it's easy on the eyes I'm praying for something to make me feel alive I wouldn't take back a moment Not one miserable moment I'll give it all till there's nothing I'll walk into the fire, into the fire I'll walk into the fire, into the fire Into the fire I'm a paranoid, sycophant, masochistic dilettante Narcissistic elephant in the room I'm the end of the world, thinning the herd The all-around outta my mind, fucking absurd I am gone, I am gone I wouldn't take back a moment I'll walk into the fire, into the fire I'll walk into the fire, into the fire Into the fire Fire Take him out back

She loved to set my heart on fire But I loved the way it burned Her love was like gasoline She poured herself all over to me To light her match and burn through me Wake up, wake up I need to get out of this town right now So I can hear the sound of your heart beating next to mine Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Not a day went by where I didn't ever think about your eyes But every dream has to end So now I lay here and pretend that without you I'm not dead Wake up, wake up I need to get out of this town right now So I can hear the sound of your heart beating next to mine Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Wake up, wake up I need to get out of Wake up, wake up I need to get out of Just a tragedy Wake up, wake up I need to get out of this town right now So I can hear the sound of your heart beating next to mine Our love is tragic Just a tragedy Our love is tragic Just a tragedy

Every day that passed made me realize what a mistake I did I should have never left you It was a fucking mistake What's the worst that can happen now I'm already dead here So I tell myself to suck it up cause there's more to life than sad songs I wake up to the sound of her voice calling my name When she wants me back I'll pack up all my belongings And leave this goddamn place so far behind Take me home I don't think you realize the gravity of this My dear Kaitlyn I miss everything about you and the state I once called home I miss the feeling of being free in places we would roam But theres more to our lives than goddamn sad songs I wake up to the sound of her voice calling my name When she wants me back I'll pack up all my belongings And leave this goddamn place so far behind All my friends are back in North Carolina Love never found me in Jersey but I found it in North Carolina I'd do anything just to go back to North Carolina North Carolina It's been such hell Lying Waiting Dying by the ocean I wake up to the sound of her voice calling my name When she wants me back I'll pack up all my belongings And leave this goddamn place so far behind Take me home