Again and Again - Tanya Nolan

Lighting up cigarettes in the seventh grade That's what my mother taught me As she was falling asleep driving down 68 I drove just to get us back safe Wishing hard that I could escape Tripping down all the steps of the local school bus Wishing I didn't have to go home Oven was heating the house if our electric was on I hope dad left money for us 'Cause three days and I haven't had much And I'm tired of being nice I just don't have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life Love mе when you need a high I'm done spending my monеy on you Oh, and if dad was off, then boy, we were gone Just driving 'round listening to tunes 'Cause we had peace of mind if she couldn't find us We're all constantly on the move My whole life I've been running from you And I'm tired of being nice I just don't have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I'm done spending my money on you Yeah, I'm done now and I'm through with you Mmm, and I'm through with you, yeah Yeah, and I'm tired of being nice I just don't have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I'm done spending my money on you 'Cause I'm through with you And I'm through with you

Looking out my window Wishing I was sober Hmm, imagery is vivid I get lost inside my own head Hmm, now and then I'm spaced out I've got so much on my mind So many thoughts are running, oh no Me out of my own time And every day I feel it It's a sort of darkness moving in And honey I'm so sorry, hmm If you ever find me cold and stiff Cut me down, just hold me Won't you kiss me on my head? Nothing I've ever done was to hurt you, oh no Your love's the only thing that's helped And I can hear all them whispering pines And that sweet feel of a perfect moonlight You're who I see out through the blinds So warm with a smile But that shadow always lingers It's coming creeping round the bend It's been waiting just to hold me, hmm Just to hold me and move in But how can I leave me be? Your love's the only thing that's helped I swear my pocket watch is closing, oh no And it's sending me to hell And I can hear all them whispering pines And that sweet feel of a perfect moonlight You're who I see out through the blinds So warm with a smile And I'm looking out my window Still wishing I was sober