4D - ION

Lying here blank I'm an object Subject to all of my foes And out of all those who would profit Could be the worst one I know Stare at the darkness Comforter covers my colds I'm barely even conscious Even as consciousness grows I ain't tryna get up without no love and with no Mack Been a number years now since I been on track to get off track You can see it in my eyes every morning at the butt crack a dawn Curled back stretching toward the sky rub crust from my eye yawning Same Same damn shit same fuckin way Momma done taught us to make a meal that way We used to roll up in the woods Lumberjacks with all da good good mantra Out of the silence the tic and the tock Flashing red violent screams from the clock It's a warning Every morning Something inside me said wake yo ass up Something else telling me question myself In the morning Every morning Every morning it's a struggle tween me and my own demons Half asleep but woke enough to divide time from the seasons Quit you yapping ain't no relaxing amongst all a you all bitching Shrill screams crush my dreams but which of deem is da fiction Lying here sunk down deep in this bed that I sleep in Nightmare's frightening affairs got me gasping for breathing In a sense ho yeah I'm to blame I belong to my freedoms But at the same time Your a physical manifestation of a sequence of events which Pre-existed every decision ever envisioned within the precincts of this prison Bitch enough with the Who's to say even if I could I'd crawl back up out this depression Time served behind these bars won't void a lick of my sentence So why bother closing my eyes wrapped up in my wishful pretending If I can't rewriting the ending If these hands can't even bend it In the Bush We was getting high cruising 9 and mother fucking 20 OE on the slip and slide You're in the bush now Pussy Ring the alarm Ring the alarm Down for the count In with the drama Bounce to da ounce Swinging my arms Wound up and out Set me to sound off You all for da clout Mall bout da power Bitch I'm about To scream out in horror Out of the silence the tic and the tock Flashing red violent screams from the clock It's a warning Every morning Something inside me said wake yo ass up Something else telling me question myself In the morning Every morning You waking me up You take up all my time You've shaken my love You wave and pass me by It's never enough You take and take what's mine Ain't giving no fucks It's the nature of your mind

Since I was born I've heard the voice of the father Goes in the one ear, on out the other Hit me baby, show me the floor I was Cassidy's gun and she was his daughter And I was the country, we were young and I was water, I was rum I don't let her round the thompson no more For she wanna go back to that sky-high mother I'm back in Trastevere dancing the seven hills Cutting my brother's neck grabbing the dollar bills The day the cowboy cried and I gave up on love And you gave up on light, and so began my second life And honey I'm leaving everything behind Caesar's old roads are gettin out of my mind Now I'm burning up the night, rolling up the pieces of my Rolling up the pieces of my life Used to tear em up, I used to cut it down Double it back I'm turning around, I'm goin home It ain't easy livin on my own A cowboy with a one track mind It ain't easy livin all alone He drank a cup of the devil's moonshine And I saw the dead come alive Allulah no anna see ray yah What I saw could make a dead man cry, I'm goin home Losing love, my baby's leaving town Said my honey's flying high above and never coming down Oh and I'm sorry for my stealing hands, the way they take it all Oh hi oh dee rama no lie, I was hypnotized by the great wall You know you know you know you know I used to cut em up I used to tear it down I coulda been the king of this town but I'm going home It ain't easy livin on my own A good heart and a wicked mind It ain't easy living all alone A good man and the devil's shoeshine Oh I saw the dead come back to life Allulah no anna see ray yah What I saw could make a dead man die, I'm goin home Hit me, hit me, hit me, come on, come on, Hit me, hit me motherfucker.

I know what it was like to lose someone who raised you Did they still love you when they lost their grip in overdose? Facing doors I'd never hold a key to Searching for gold in a broken home I know what it was like to have a gift to give away I know what it was like to prove to them you had something But someone just like me Took the world away from you Just like me Took the world away from you Someone just like me Took the world away from you Away from you Searching for gold in a broken home I'm drawing blood, blood from a stone I have nothing, no silver lining Just the guilt of surviving I have nothing but the guilt left in me Someone just like me Took the world away from you Someone just like me Took the world away from you Someone just like me Took the world away from you Away from you Away from you Away from you I'm still trying, your will dying I'm still trying, your will dying I'm still trying, your will dying