405 - Gracie Abrams

I was bored out my mind Lost my whole appetite When I could come to life, I didn't You were there all the time You're the worst of my crimes You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance" I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was Used to lie to your face 20 times in a day It was my little strange addiction But you still tried to stay While I'd self-isolate And I knew, but I stayed hidden I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was (ah) And I destroyed every silver lining you had In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning We were too different, you were so sensitive Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it Angry, blocking me over the internet Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this 'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home All of my self-control kinda got difficult But I deserve it though, I deserve it though You were there all the time You're the worst of my crimes You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance" I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was Oh, I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was

Pinch me now, you're caught in my crossfire Fell into my arms, but they got tired We were so good, weren't we? 'Til it just stopped workin' Almost like we tore out the same page And left a lot of room for new mistakes You never quite let me in When you felt cracks again I stopped wavin' a flag I just dropped all carin' for that I went quiet and you got cold Guess that happened when we got older Humour me Could takin' a break be the better thing? Just lettin' each other breathe Won't you just look at me? Or am I too draining? You spent hours awake holdin' back I know I'm to blame for the small talk And tiptoein' over Guess that happened when we got older You spent hours awake holdin' back I know I'm to blame for the small talk And tiptoein' over Guess that happened when we got older