18 Days - Assuming We Survive

Its been 18 days Since I'd look at myself I don't wanna have to change If I don't then no one will Is it my state of mind Or is it just everything else I don't wanna have to be here I don't understand it now Cause its been 18 days Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say its the hardest thing to do But that's another 18 days Without you. Time after time I've been through this You show me what it means to live You give me hope when I was hopeless As my days fade to night I remember that state of mind I'm soaring straight into your heart And I'll fly high Cause it's been 18 days Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say it's the hardest thing to do But that's another 18 days Without you And I know what they say About all good things Will they come to an end? But I'll fight this time So that we might Have a chance at this Cause it's been 18 days Since I'd look at myself I don't wanna have to change If I don't then no one will Cause its been too many days Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say it's the hardest thing to do But that's just too many days without you And I know what they say About all good things Will they come to an end? But I'll fight this time So that we might Have a chance at this

Fight butsukatte hamukatte Sore ga bokutachi no hard knock days Heibon na mainichi ja kawaki iyasenai Here we go itsudatte nigenaide Kazeatari tsuyoku ikiteikou Gooru mada tooku susumubeki Hard knock days Let's do it again sou doredake baby Tachiagareba My dream come true Towareru kakugo no tsuyosa Tamesareteru you na Everyday Hey Let's go iiwake de chiisaku matomaru ki nakute Hey Let's go tobidashita sekai wa araburu noo ruuru Karaburi no sukima ni sematteta genjitsu kauntaaa Yousha naku Beat me Hit me Mata taoretemo Oh Mou ichido tachiagari mae wo mita mono dake ga Saigo ni warau no sa Only winner (We gotta go todoku made Glory road) Fight butsukatte hamukatte Sore ga bokutachi no Hard knock days Heibon na mainichi ja kawaki iyasenai Here we go itsudatte nigenaide Kazeatari tsuyoku ikiteikou Gooru mada tooku susumubeki michi Fight kechirashite tsuyogatte Sore ga bokutachi no Hard knock days Bunan na sentaku? Sonna no aru wake nai Here we go itsudatte saikou de Atosaki nante kangaezu ni yukou Negai wo tabenete susumubeki hard knock days Hikari no saki Make my day

Pardon my reaction You can call it a curse if you want to There's no satisfaction in being more than what I'm used to I've been a monster, I've been a saint I've been the truth and I've been a fake I've had a gun to my head, I thought I'd be dead by now So if I close my eyes will I still see the morning? Truth is I will never know I'm going to live my life like there's no tomorrow Follow my dreams cause they just might follow me back I'm going to take what I can and never look in the mirror Follow my dreams cause they just might follow me back And If I don't take a chance then I might be bitter Don't change who you are You got to live like you mean it Learn from all the scars that cover your broken heart So when you close your eyes will you still see the morning? Truth is you will never know You got to live your life like there's no tomorrow Follow your dreams cause they just might follow you back You got to take what you can and never look in the mirror Follow your dreams cause they just might follow you back And if you don't take a chance then you might be bitter Live life for yourself Don't give up and cover up your bruises Live life for yourself Don't give up and cover up your bruises So if I close my eyes will I still see the morning? Truth is I will never know I'm going to live my life like there's no tomorrow Follow your dreams cause they just might follow you back You got to take what you can and never look in the mirror Follow your dreams cause they just might follow you back And if you don't take a chance then you might be bitter Don't give up Cover up your bruises Don't give up Cover up your bruises

Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh He's a good heartbreaker And he slipped under your skin He's a first class taker But you're sick of givin' in So, you play your music (yeah, oh) And you sing along with (oh) All the words 'Til they make sense 'Til you can breathe again And you ask Why your heart lost its mind? Left you half alive But we survive We survive So, tell me why does love lead you blind? (Uh) But we say, goodbye (uh) And we survive (we survive) We survive (we survive) Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh And it gets better (oh-oh-oh-oh) Every day you're waking up (oh-oh-oh-oh) Just a little bit stronger (oh-oh-oh-oh) Just a little more unstuck (oh-oh-oh) So, you change your number (oh-oh-oh-oh) And you put your lipstick (oh) Go on pretend, there's no regrets 'Til you can start again and you ask Why your heart lost its mind? Left you half alive But we survive We survive So, tell me why does love lead you blind? (Uh) But we say goodbye (uh) And we survive (we survive) We survive (we survive, oh) Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh You can let it go now (oh) Everything that's coming undone (oh) You can hold your head high (oh) You can turn the lights back on So, tell me Why your heart lost its mind? Left you half alive But we survive We survive So, tell me why does love lead you blind? (Uh) But we say goodbye (uh, oh) And we survive (we survive) We survive (we survive, oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh (we survive, oh, oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh (we survive, oh, oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh (we survive, oh, oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh (we survive, oh, oh) Oh-oh-oh-oh (we survive, oh, oh)

I've spent a long time searching for myself I've been through it all, can't carry the weight on my mind I've felt the pressure building in my head Got plenty to say but not enough time I've never felt like this before Don't want to feel like I do anymore There is a part of me that don't believe it There is a part of me that just cannot pretend to forget Can't pretend to forget I make the most of every bad situation Look forget times ignore the rest I didn't take a step back I just stepped my game up And I don't think I'll ever be the same as I once was I'll live like I haven't yet I've never felt like this before Don't want to feel like I do anymore There is a part of me that don't believe it There is a part of me that just cannot pretend to forget the way I felt before Don't want to feel like I do anymore There is a part of me that don't believe it There is a part of me that just cannot pretend to forget Can't pretend to forget My life's not a fairy tale but it's good enough To never want to give up on anything that I want I want it all or want nothing at all My life's not a fairy tale but it's good enough To never want to give up on anything that I want I want it all or want nothing at all My life's not a fairy tale but it's good enough To never want to give up on anything that I want I want it all or want nothing at all

I think the hardest part of being gone Is knowing you're alone tonight I wish I was by your side This road I'm on, it has no end in site I'm feeling so alone tonight I wish I was by your side Cause I need you, do you need me? And I can feel you from miles away As these white lines, they guide me tonight In all directions but where I wanna be So save me cause I can't save myself I'm waiting, I think I need some help I know I left you mid-September Summer's gone and the leaves falling off again I think the hardest part of being home Is feeling so unknown tonight I wish I was by your side This road you're on, it has no end in site I'm feeling so alone tonight I wish you were by my side Cause I need you, do you need me? And I can feel you from miles away As these white lines, they guide you tonight In all directions but where I want you to be Please save me cause I can't save myself I'm waiting, I think I need your help Oh, I know you left me mid-September Summer's gone and the leaves falling off again Touch me, never let me go Hold me, make me feel at home Touch me, never let me go Hold me, make me feel at home Please save me cause I can't save myself I'm waiting, I think I need your help Oh, I know you left me mid-September Summer's gone and the leaves falling off again, again, again Tell you the things that make you want to stay That makes you want to scream Can you just tell me one day that things are gonna change Cause I need you next to me, I need you next to me Touch me, never let me go Hold me, make me feel at home Touch me, never let me go Hold me, make me feel at home

I guess I thought that this would be easy I fooled myself completely into thinking I had no choice, no voice, and no control And all I've lost I've done it on my own Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head Am I the one worth saving? Save me! I break through the waves and find myself in open water I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue (I'm always defending you) I never thought that I would be leading this lonely life I'm hiding all my feelings Inside a void a hole in my soul I dwell in the pit so that you'll never know Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head Am I the one worth saving? Save me! I break through the waves and find myself in open water I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue And I fight the pain sometimes I wish I didn't bother Cause it's all the same I find myself defending you (I'm always defending you) (I'm always defending you) I don't know why I even try The current drags me and drowns me alive I don't know why I even try I'm sinking faster the more that I fight Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head Am I the one worth saving? Save me! I break through the waves and find myself in open water I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue And I fight the pain sometimes I wish I didn't bother Cause it's all the same I find myself defending you (I'm always defending you) (I'm always defending you)

I tried to get closer, I ended so far away (I ended so far away) The more I get better, the more I can't take And I don't know if I feel a thing at all All I know is that I've never been so confused And I don't know if anything is real anymore All I know is that I'm still going to lose I was never going to bring you I was never going to bring you down That's what you wanted That's what you wanted I was never going to bring you I was never going to bring you down That's what you wanted That's what you wanted I tried to be stronger and suffer the pain (And suffer the pain) You've ran out of options and good words to say Now I don't know if you feel a thing at all All I know is that I've never been so confused I was never going to bring you I was never going to bring you down That's what you wanted That's what you wanted I was never going to bring you I was never going to bring you down That's what you wanted That's what you wanted Now I don't know who we are or who we've become (Who we've become) I only wish that I didn't feel so alone And I don't know who we are or who we've become (Who we've become) I only wish that I, didn't feel so alone LET'S GO If you don't know what, what I need Then how can you save me? You don't know what I need How can you bring me I was never going to bring you I was never going to bring you down That's what you wanted That's what you wanted I was never going to bring you I was never going to bring you down That's what you wanted That's what you wanted Now I don't know who we are or who we've become (Who we've become) I only wish that I, didn't feel so alone (I was never going to bring you) (I was never going to bring you down) And I don't know who we are or who we've become (Who we've become) (I was never going to bring you) (I was never going to bring you down) I only wish that I, didn't feel so alone THAT'S RIGHT