17250 - glaive

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride Goddammit, this happens every time I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine" But goddammit, would you believe I lied? I know it doesn't look like I tried 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time I get drunk, I get drunk, I get too fucked up I get stuck in my head, or I get stuck up On the things that I had or the people I trust And the things I won't say to the people I love Like, oh, my God We've been here far too long You almost broke my heart You left as I started drinking The fuck was I thinking? As you walked away from me, I counted every stride Goddammit, this happens every time I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine" But goddammit, would you believe I lied? I know it doesn't look like I tried 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time And I know that you won't So I'll leave, you'll stay home I can't help it, I must go It's like, oh, my God We've been here far too long You almost broke my heart You left as I started drinking The fuck was I thinking? As you walked away from me, I counted every stride But goddammit, this happens every time I looked you in the face, said, "I'm fine" But goddammit, would you believe I lied? I know it doesn't look like I tried 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time 'Cause, goddammit, this happens every time

First year that I gotta pay my taxes When I heard the number, thought 'bout killing myself Tried to buy wine, but they didn't have it Mom and dad, know I miss you like hell Politics, and all of this is kinda dumb But I find it kinda funny as well I'm too busy to be anything else I'm too busy to be anything else And if it, only happens once, then it shouldn't happen at all All I do is try my best, and all I do is try my best So if I don't feel alive, am I really living at all? All I do is try my best, and all I do is try my best All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is It's all about, over-indulgence in moderation So I can show I'm not inebriated As I get older I realize Too much of anything, makes you hate it Watch your words, they might make you famous I can't stand the complacence So I do everything myself I'm too busy to be anything else And if it, only happens once, then it shouldn't happen at all All I do is try my best, and all I do is try my best So if I don't feel alive, am really living at all? All I do is try my best, and all I do is try my best All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is (All i do is, is try my best) All I do, is all I do is try my best, is try my best, is (All i do is, is try my best) (Is try my best) (Is try my best, is) (Cause all I do, is) (Is try my best, is) All I do is, all I do is Try my best, is try my best, is

Whoa, whoa, oh Whoa, whoa, whoa I don't like how you talk to me so constantly And you probably thinking, "Wait, wait, what could he offer me?" I don't need all this changes, get off of me They watchin' me like, "Where will he go?" like, "What will he do?" I heard this rumor 'bout him, but I don't know if it's true 'Cause I've never been better, I gave that bitch Astrid my sweater But I bought another and gave it to Heather I got it on me, lil' baby, I make 'em lay down Grown man askin' me questions like what I make now I want everything inside his pocket, it's like it's a shakedown And if he swing, man, we get to jumpin' like it's a playground I don't know what you want from me Bringing up times when you wanted me Anything you want, I got all those things Ha, yeah, I got all those things I got a hard head but it's not nothing new You hit me up last night lookin' for something to do I think it's fucked up 'cause you're makin' me choose Ay, I've had enough, it's quite rough being stuck to you Shut your mouth, I'm tryna get up, but I don't know how From dawn 'til dusk, we'll be at your house Get his shit turned up, jump inside the crowd I'm M.I.A, no one ever seems to know where I be at They on my ass, I don't do much, I smile at her and I just laugh They always mad, so I just brush it off and act like I can't help it After everything that happened, how come I can not be selfish? I swear I got it on me, lil' baby, I make 'em lay down Grown man askin' me questions like what I make now I want everything inside his pocket, it's like it's a shakedown And if he swing, man, we get to jumpin' like it's a playground I don't know what you want from me Bringing up times when you wanted me Anything you want I got all those things Ha, yeah, I got all those things