15 With a Dream - EG

I saw you last night in my dream That's still the closest you and I have been That's kind of sad, don't you think? I think so How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? I don't know I don't know How am I supposed to ever be with him When he and I don't speak the same language? But we have conversations in my head How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? I don't know I don't know There's so much goin' on My grandmother's dead And I can't sleep 'cause this isn't my bed And he doesn't even know those things exist How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? I don't know I don't know I could just meet him and get it over Or I'll just keep wearin' his name on my shirt Whatever I need just to help me cope How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone I don't know? How did I fall in love with someone...

She needed punchy western skies Cowboys with barbed wire eyes Two by fours in the back of her Ford She gonna build that life she been waitin' for, waitin' for Workin' at the truckstop in town Everybody know her story 'bout now Rodeo love is a dirty heartbreak Only the Lord above know how much more she can take She rollin' down, down, down Like a Texas tumbleweed Far outta town, town, town Two-steppin' in blue jeans Just a cowgirl with a dream Cowgirl with a dream Nobody warned her about the highway life She just learned it on her own The kinda skin it takes to stay in A world of wild horses on the run Motel neon shinin', shinin' Dive bar love, on and off What kept her up at night, pinin', pinin'? What is it she really wants? Oh-oh She rollin' down, down, down Like a Texas tumbleweed Far outta town, town, town Two-steppin' in blue jeans She rollin' down, down, down Like a Texas tumbleweed Far outta town, town, town Two-steppin' in blue jeans Just a cowgirl with a dream Cowgirl with a dream She needed punchy western skies Cowboys with barbed wire eyes Two by fours in the back of her Ford She gonna build that life she been waitin' for

Dream along with me, I'm on my way to a star Come along, come along, leave your worries where they are Up and beyond the sky, watchin' the world roll by Sharin' a kiss, a sigh, just use your imagination! On a cloud of love, we'll hear the music of night We can wink at the moon as we hold each other tight And if we go in the right direction, heaven can't be very far Dream along with me, I'm on my way to a star! < instrumental break > (We can wink at the moon As we hold each other tight . . .) And if we go in the right direction, heaven can't be very far Dream along with me, I'm on my way to a star! Words and Music by Carl Sigman, 1956

Tell me your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies Mama almost lost her boy at fourteen It was 2020 baby, I was stuck in quarantine So I plugged out my phone, dropped a perky And a lean I was fucked up, I was fucked up, me Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Mama almost lost her boy at twelve I tried to kill myself cause I couldn't take The pain no more Mama cried, I haven't changed one bit But my mind's on the fence Friends want me to stay but I wanna go My days have been grey I don't know what to say I think I'll be okay All this pain will go away Your love broke me mentally Who would've thought that love would be this Deadly Your love is suicide Your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies

Girl you the best damn thing that ever happened to me You bring hope into my life Life got me fucked up till I met you We didn't get along Thought this friendship wouldn't last long But I was wrong about that I'm glad to have you as my friend I don't want this friendship to end You've been a blessing I know I made mistakes But you helped me through the hard times You gave me hope when I was down Turned my frown into a smile Now you're my best friend Every day I thank God that you helped me I love you more than I love my life I would lie for you I would lie for you I would die for you I would slide for you I would ride for you Tell me that you love me and I'll be there for you I would die for you I would lie for you I don't need nobody by my side except you She's my world She's the one that I could trust She's my girl She's my best friend She's all of the above Tell her she's beautiful She gotta remember Tell her she's wonderful I can't ever fake her Tell her she's beautiful She gotta remember Tell her she's wonderful I can't ever fake her I can't ever fake it when I'm with you Cause girl you're on my mind it's true Don't disappear with no clue Cause girl I'll try to find you In my best way Hopefully you call me today I know that you need some space Missing all the times I used to hold your face Used to hold your face When I used to hold your face

I'm not okay, be feelin' pain Every day is a struggle I told everyone I'm fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, askin' if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fuckin' gun Gonna blow my damn brains out, and end all of my pain Was that too much for you Yeah, was it too much? I'm never enough, I'm never enough for you I lost myself, I gave my all to you I got a habit of never really thinking through Fuck my head up, really thinkin' that I had it too You say I'm no better than him, I got racks up in my denims I hated my past, so the old me, I had to kill him I ain't never worried, get the money, so I never feel him What would I ever do without her love Givin' her is the best I've ever heard of Damn, know it hurts, so I make it better, only to just getting worse, so Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Now I'm stuck up in my own head I should've never let her lay in my bed I should've never No, I'm not okay, no, I'm not okay Cause you dealt a lot of damage to my heart I've never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I ain't never be the same, I ain't never be the same Loving you was a curse, now I be feeling worse I'm not okay, I be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day's a struggle I told everyone I was fine, but I had lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love I'm not okay, be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day is a struggle Told everyone I was fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you? No, I'm not okay No, I'm not okay Cause you dealt damage to my heart I never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I'd never be the same I'd never be the same Loving you was a curse Now I'm feeling worse Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love

Told me it was forever but it didn't last Tell me where did I go wrong? Tell me where did I go wrong? I thought we would last long I didn't know forever could end You broke my heart to a million pieces Why did you leave me crying you said we could still be friends But bitch it's not the same put the blame on me Fuck you for the pain you put me through I gave you my all but clearly wasn't enough You will never find another man like me lately I've been reminiscing about us All the times we'd be kissing and hugging each other Lately I've been missing your love It was clear to me that you didn't want my love My biggest fear was losing you and it came true I'm drowning in my tears feeling so blue We slowly grew apart why would you leave knowing that I would Die for you I would lie for you Why would you leave knowing that I would die for you I would've lied for you I would've done anything for you But you threw it all away You said you would stick by my side No matter what no matter what But you lied So many times I cried So many times I cried I can't believe that we're over Can't believe that we're over nobody will be able to replace you Nobody will be able to replace you I really did love you girl You told me that this was for the better I can't accept the fact that you're gone So I'm writing you this letter Tell me where did I go wrong? I thought we would last long I didn't know forever could end You broke my heart to a million pieces why did you leave me crying? You said we could still be friends but bitch it's not the same Put the blame on me fuck you for the pain you put me through I gave you my all but clearly it wasn't enough You would never find another man like me Lately I've been reminiscing about us All those times we'd be kissing and hugging each other Lately I've been missing your love